I want to be good at something.
i just wanna be good at something i like,
something i might wake up for.
‘cause i’ve been sleeping so long;
i’m up on a stage or minimum wage,
scream myself hoarse
It’s so inexplicably difficult to convince Amy how important she is to me and to this world. All I want is to show such an incredible person just how great she really is. It’s difficult because I understand how she feels. Unfortunately for both of us, we’re painfully similar in how little we think of ourselves. It kills me to know anyone else has to deal with that, and worse when it’s the person you love.
I remember how happy she was when we first started dating. Maybe that’s pointless. It was new, things were different, and life hadn’t been so fucked to her. It’s selfish, I know, to even ask, given what she’s been through, to put it in the past and smile.
I’m sorry I don’t have the solution. I know I don’t always help. I’m fussy. I’m lazy. We’re not married yet. We’re not financially stable. And I’m solely responsible for each of those things.
How do you convince someone who means the world to you, the person who is the literal reason you get out of bed every morning, how much they mean to this planet when they are physically incapable of believing it?
I will never blame you. No one could possibly know the hurt this universe has put on you. It amazes me that you find it in you to even wake up every day.
I love you, Amy. I will never stop. I will never stop trying to get through to you. You’re all I’ll ever want. Better than I’ll ever need. I have no clue why you settled on me, but I’ll never stop thanking the earth that you did.
When videos become printable, bury me with this video.
too lazy to actually practice or do anything producive today. just going to stay home and play ttng songs.
Anonymous asked: What are some of your favorite things to do with your girlfriend?
Go to comic / record shops. Find restaurants we’ve never been to. Listen to our favorite records. Watch The Office. Take our pup on walks. Make food together. Touch butts when we sleep because > spooning. Oh and ya know, do it.