way out is the way
I had a really productive day today. Probably the most productive day I’ve had since I moved across the country 5 months ago. I got some important things done instead of going out to places and blindly spending money just to spend money. And for the first time in months, I found myself wanting to write music again. It’s been draining having no outlet for the chaos in my head. It’s been so long. It’s such a weight off my shoulders to clean to and de-clutter my surroundings. I’m not really sure why I needed to type all of this out. I think I just needed to say “out loud” that it felt great to do so many minor things to improve my mental health. This has been a post.
Last Lights - No Past, No Present, No Future
Test Press #16/20 on MTS Records
Also a proud owner of this test.
Nothing matters because I don’t own this and I want to die.
Maybe one day I’ll be able to stop thinking about doing the things I know I should, about being the person I want to be, about growing up and quitting being a selfish child.
And maybe on that one day, maybe I’ll just do it. I’ll just be it. I’ll grow up. Whatever that even is.
Or I’ll just underwhelm and disappoint. Like I’ve always know how to do so well.
Creatures walk the earth
All the time, on the dime
This is so cool.
I’m going to start a band called Shitcom and I’m going to write songs about really bad television shows. All of the song titles will be unfunny or else. First song will be called Large Boom Idea. Someone make this a reality with me. Looking at you, doritofarts-official.